The bull is an emblem of strength and force. It is also in the Veda as the image of the Gods, the male power in Nature. Again, the bull is vahana of Shiva.
The earth-consciousness does not want to change, so it rejects what comes down to it from above - it has always done so. It is only if those who have taken this yoga open themselves and are willing to change their lower nature that this unwillingness can disappear.
What stands in the way, of course, is always the vital ego with its ignorance
and the pride of its ignorance, and the physical consciousness with its inertia which resents and resists any call
to change and its indolence which does not like to take the trouble, it finds it more comfortable to go on its
own way repeating always the same old movements and, at best, expecting everything to be done for it in some way
at some time.
The first thing is to have the right inner attitude - you have that; the rest is the will to transform oneself and the vigilance to perceive and reject all that belongs to the ego and the tamasic persistence of the lower nature. Finally, to keep oneself always open to the Mother in every part of the being so that the process of transformation may find no hindrance.